it's time for an explanation

Aug 12, 20142 min read

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Published: Aug 12, 2014

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alright . it's been a longer break than i thought . you guys are great , and deserve an explanation of all the crap that's been happening in my life . dA was literally depressing me . it was so stressful and became a chore when it used to be such fun . i would compare myself to amazing writers and it seemed like no one understood . so , being selfish , i acted like something horrible happened ( when in reality i was just slap-in-the-face reminded of someone i lost ) but that was the last straw . and i left for a few days , and then something terrible DID happen . one of my best friends turned out it have some pretty bad psychological problems and turned on me . that was the last straw . i just ... stopped . but now , i'm better . i've spent lots of time with people who actually care about me and have continued writing , but i won't be on as often . however , if you want to stay in touch and read recent poetry , you can follow me on instagram : winged_nebulae ( although that's not my main and real account , this one i just started today when i came to terms with taking longer breaks from this website . i'll still be on for notes and all , but i'll probably only post once a week or so . this has been a heartbreaking and beautiful season in my life and i am so glad i got to meet such incredible people on deviantArt . thank you , everyone , whether good or bad , you brought me to where i am today and i have grown so much . God bless you ~ Belle ( oh my gosh , i can't do this . i'm not going to leave . i want to be able to talk about psychological nerve damage in the eyeball and depression and crap and how much i love watching house . ugh i can't . a hug would be nice ? )